The anniversary of Bruce's death has passed.

It is now 3 days past the anniversary of Bruce's death. The last few days have been very hard.  I can't believe that Bruce has been dead for more than 1 year.  I miss him so much. Tuesday I start my 3rd different drug treatment for my ovarian cancer.  I am prepared for the potential side effects. I have my short hair cut in anticipation of hair loss. Now Dr. Orr is saying I will lose my hair not...I may lose my hair...we will see. He says I will probably have sunburn like pain on the palms of my hands & the soles of my feet. My brother-in-law doesn't seem to think that will be a problem but I will apply cold packs to those areas 4 times a day starting the day before treatment anyway.